The Love of Siam

My good roommate recommended me this movie of Mario Maurer (Yes! No more no less The Asian Superstar). This is the third best movie that I have ever watched so far at least for me next to Titanic and I Miss You Like Crazy. Maybe because I was able to relate to the story. Most of the scenes have no dialogue but Mew and Tong were able to express those emotions. 

 
I did not made this blogpost for the sake of super late movie review but just to share you the thoughts that I find so poetic and dramatic. I know, you guys know that I really love drama so as poems.

"Frightening Loneliness"

What do you mean " frightening loneliness"? 

It is like when we were younger

We were so lonely 

because we did not have a lot of friends

And now that we are grown-up

Loneliness is just so much worse

Why is it so bad for you?

I don't know how to explain it 

It started during summer

When I was in 8th grade

Papa took grandma somewhere for several days

And when she came back...

The longer someone you love is gone

The more I miss her

So I have one question

If we love someone  so much,

How we'll be able to handle it on the day

when we get separated?

And if being separated is part of life,

Is it possible that we can love someone

and never be afraid of losing them?

At the same time, I am also wondering 

Is it possible that we can love our entire life 

without loving anyone at all?

That is my loneliness

I fear that it will continue to get worse.

I can't be with you as your boyfriend 

but it does not mean that I do not love you.

We always have choices. Sometimes we choose for ourselves, sometimes for others. Others understand while some don't. It is really hard to accept the fact that "Sometimes the best way to love a person is by not loving him at all.". Acceptance does not happen overnight, It is a process, it is a journey.

Click here to watch the full movie.

Note: I do not own this video, I just find it there in youtube.  I hope you could watch this movie. Happy viewing!