September's Tirade!

September has been the most stressful month for me this year. A series of betrayals weighed heavily on my mind and heart, leaving me feeling like magma searching for a crevice to escape. I was betrayed by a “friend” at the very moment I needed her the most. And just when everyone else seemed indifferent to her, there she was, playing games with me again. What a fair-weather friend! I realized that trust and true friendship are precious gifts, you can’t expect them from people like her. At least, now I know her true colors.

September was also the month where I felt judged the most by those I expected to trust me. I keep my secrets, and I truly do. You simply cannot please everyone. But spending time alone has shown me that I’m comfortable in my own skin, without worrying about pleasing others or their disappointment.

(Sigh!) I just hope October will be kinder and more generous. Welcome, Positivity… Pray. Pray. Pray! :D