September has been the most stressful month for me this year so far. Series of betrayals occupied my mind and heart that I was so stressed like a magma seeking crevice to come out from its hiding. I have been betrayed by a "friend" in a time where I needed her the most. And when the time came when everyone was so indifferent with her, there she is playing games with me again. What a fair weather friend! I realized that trust and true friendship are expensive gift and you cannot expect these things to come from cheap people like her. At least, I discovered what the real she is.
September was also the month where i mostly judged by the people who I truly expect would trust me. I keep secrets and I really do. You cannot really please everybody. Now that I spend time alone, I found myself comfortable with my own identity without thinking of pleasing others or those who were disappointed.
(Sigh!) I just hope that October will be generous enough for me.Welcome Positivity.. Pray.Pray.Pray! :D
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